I was gone, but i'm back now. (:

it's been forever. here's an update quickly:

oct 30: RIP Uncle Rogelio

oct 31: worst decision

nov 3: i lied

nov 5: good bye forever tio. i cried.

nov 8: it felt wrong

nov 9: i fessed up

nov 10: it felt worse

nov 11: my world came tumbling down

nov 12: M misunderstood the definition of take time for myself...you didnt understand

nov 13: i felt liberated.

nov 14: the only time i cried over M
nov 14: i was stupid.

nov 15: i debated. then had the time of my life

nov 16: 6 months? really? didnt seem like it.....
nov 16: M were stupid.

nov 17: i was stupid in another way but didnt regret it
nov 17: i debated. because M was an ass

nov 18: i made the right decision.

nov 26: 6 hours.....up down up up up.....lower than down. M, you were butt hurt but no excuses

nov 29: no regrets. none at all.

dec 5: 17. i felt old. dressed up with my 3 girls. forever and bestie made me cry. shit. i love them

dec 6: first of one of the last

dec 7: last of one of the last

dec 9: best news ever. i came back. forever said so. started a-new. resurected.

dec 10: i think things were fixed btwn us T. also tried to fit pay back in

dec 12: cashed in and was brave. that felt awsome.

dec 15: aced

dec 16: aced, failed

dec 17: aced, aced

dec 18: danced full out.

dec 19: traveled.

dec 20-jan 3: miami
jan 1: rode the skateboard
jan 1: ouch

jan 2: double ouch

jan 3: ouch.

jan 4: made it.

jan 5: hmm. i guess it's back to the old routine huh?


NOW: really gonna just take it all in this month & go for it full force, head on, & go into that place i love called home. because my love can be expressed though my movement & there's no turning back from here...